Could anyone help me get an ID?

There's a $12 ID I got once already, but that disappeared in the mail n my temp ID paper mysteriously vanished from my bag. Lotta weird things have n are happening, but you just gotta shrug with it n move on, and with that, I need to get my ass a job, so that's what I'm focused on in life right now...got my psychiatric appointment tomorrow, that should give me the direction I need to travel in on my own...my azimuth...and if not, I know what I have to do anyways. Not like it's not obvious. Honestly, life is a lot easier for me when I don't have to appease him all the time. I mean, I love him; I want to be his man, but he rolled his eyes over staying for Valentine's Day. That one really hurt. I'm sick of hurting. But I have to keep my brother, but what of when your brother is tying their hands and choosing to jump in the lake again? I can't...I just fucking can't...I need stability. I need a job. Can anyone help?